I usually love lazy sundays, sundays where I don't actually have to do anything and instead just get to sit inside and watch movies or sport, and just chillax with my laptop and some background noise. But because it's one of "those" three week slots, I feel trapped and more than a little suffocated. I'm enjoying the movies, and I've got no qualms about sitting with my laptop but it just feels like there's a very large man sitting on my chest, pinning me to my seat and crushing my lungs. I hate feeling trapped and I know I won't want to leave the house tomorrow because of it. I probably won't want to go anywhere for a week or so, actually, but if I just manage to pull myself outside and get this week over with then I have plenty of time to have anxiety attacks and stay inside.

It's stupid, I hate it, and I wish I could find somewhere where this didn't happen to me.