So I've had quite a week. I thought i'd been rejected by yet another place without even being considered, but I got a phonecall from the supermarket today, asking me to come in for an interview tomorrow morning. I'm terrified but yet excited, and even though I really want a job, I don't want to be stuck stacking at night time in a warehouse. I'm far too pretty to not be front of house.

*ahem*

I've also got an application form for a bar and waitressing job at a place on the high street that needs filling in tomorrow. I have to get up early to fanny about before I hop the bus.

I've been talking to Bristol a lot more, and it actually sucks ass because the more time I spend talking to her, the more time I want to spend with her. Like I well want to go out drinking with her, and speak to her face to face, and just spend a lot more time with her. Sucks, right?

MSN conversation last night as follows

me says: this song makes me wish i was in love :'(
bawwww
bristol says: you are
admit it
haha
me says: psh
i wish
bristol says: meany
me says: oh [nickname] i love youuuuuuuu <3
happy now?
bristol says: say it like you mean it
me says: hahah
it!
bristol says: oh geez
you dont deserve love after that
me: i dooooooooo
i love you [nickname] <333333
better?

How do you stop crushing on that?

I mean there's another girl that I have a crush on, but she's that kind of super sexy, super cool, completely unattainable but you still can't stop yourself because she's mad attractive. She's not the kind of girl I could manage a relationship with, no way. Far too different, but still similar I guess. I was thinking about it the other day and there's something about her that just makes her captivating and I would love to see how good in the sack she is, but I just don't think I could manage being with her. Probably a good thing, because she'd never be interested anyway. Pshoo.

I've ranted long enough. I'm gonna sit back, relax with a warm cuppa and try not to get too paranoid about tomorrow.

Ooh! Also I got my nose pierced the other day and it's the first piercing my mother's ever actually liked on me. She's still willing me to get rid of all my earrings and my lip & tongue, but aww fuck naah.

xx