i went to speak to some teachers at my old high school this morning about applying for university again. they're being so much nicer to me than they were when i actually went to school, which puzzles me somewhat. they seem convinced by my compelling argument of "i've grown up a lot in the past 2 years".

it's all lies.
i'm only wiser because i've finally acknowledged that i don't know anything.

my polaroid camera arrived too, i'm excited to test it out but i don't think i can afford any film, which is really disheartening.

[27 days]