I got another rejection email today. With every line of text that I read telling me "no", I am getting closer to losing my mind, and even closer to losing my home, and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.

It's making me very unwell, in more ways than one. I just want to go somewhere, work for them and help them do their trade, and recieve minimum wage in return for spending my hours doing work for them. I need to pay rent, I need to save money.

I'm not going to America in September, that's pretty much certain now.

Fantastic.